I confess that for the first time in a very long time I cooked myself a decent dinner. I confess that I find myself wondering my apartment randomly. I confess that I have no idea what to do with all the extra time I have. I confess that I have groceries being delivered tomorrow. I confess that I scored the entire series of Buffy for $70. I confess I am really full. I confess that I sometimes think about dating again, I also confess that it seems like a lot of work. I confess I have 2 tickets to my graduation.... fight it out amongst yourselves : ) I confess that I will see more of my family this weekend than I have in a year I confess I really need to get my hair done.
I have officially completed all 360 hours of my externship ( yes the same as internship, don't know why the school calls it that), submitted my letter of resignation today at the restaurant. This in particular has been weighing heavily on my mind the last week.... My Chef has been nothing but nice, but he always makes me nervous. He was very nice about my decision and told me he was impressed with my performance on a high volume station with no experience. That was great to hear, I also no line cooking in such a busy place is not for me. So I will finish out my scheduled hours this week, and then for the first time in 15 months I will have a normal schedule!!! I think I'll sleep the first week, then hopefully be able to have some face to face time with all of you lovely people.
Current Location:work Current Music: Olive -Open your mind
Barney: He has got to go, you need to be like you are the weakest link goodbye! Punchy, the tribe has spoken. Please pack up your knives and go. Your work of art, didn't work for me. You're times up. I have to ask you to leave the mansion. You must leave the chateau. Your tour ends here. You've been chopped! You've been evicted from the Big Brother house. Your desert just didn't measure up. Sashay away! Give me your jacket and leave Hell's kitchen! You did not get a rose. You have been eliminated from the race. You are no longer in the running to be America's Next Top Model. You're fired. Auf Wiedersehen.
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